The End of Toxic Star Wars
Fandom
Now that the nine-film Star
Wars saga is behind us, I’m happy. First and foremost, I’m happy for myself, my
family, and my friends. Something we love has come to a satisfying close and we
can discuss and appreciate it. It’s over. It’s wrapped up. It’s finished. Was
it perfect? No. But not much in life ever comes close to perfection, and Star Wars is
no exception.
I happy and hopeful for something
else, too. I’m hoping that the end of the nine-film Star Wars saga will end or diminish the current state of the toxic Star Wars fandom.
I was seven when I first saw Star
Wars: A New Hope in 1977. I was living in Queens and the world was very
small to me then. Toys and consumerism had not yet gone supernova and films
were hardly even on my radar as terribly important yet. What little media I had
absorbed at that point was just serendipity, coincidence, happenstance, and osmosis
all working together. I played with Micronauts and watched Land of the Lost and
cartoons on TV. In short, I was just a vessel waiting for Star Wars to come
along and wake me up. I didn’t dig sports. I wasn’t an outgoing social kid. And
I wasn’t terribly focused on anything in particular. Once Star Wars came out
everything for me changed. Suddenly I knew who I was. I started playing
creatively. I started collecting Star Wars toys, to possess them yes, but also
to keep the narrative story going in my mind. I started drawing, tinkering,
crafting, building, and eventually writing. I also started reading in earnest.
Star Wars comics, and The Splinter of the Mind’s Eye (1978) helped keep
the narrative going too.
Three very long years passed
before The Empire Strikes Back came out in 1980. I knew nothing from
sequels back then. Episode 4 was not even known to me as Episode 4 A New
Hope. It was simply Star Wars. That’s it. Aside from the comics and The
Splinter of the Mind’s Eye there was nothing else except the toys and the
stories I crafted in my head. There were no media players then. No VHS, no DVD,
no Blu-ray. No YouTube. There was just one shitty 640x480 resolution TV in the
house and that was it. The Star Wars radio program did not even air until 1981.
So, I had three years of Star Wars mostly all to myself. I had some friends, but I
was not heavily social and did not make close friends until I was around 10, so
those years with Star Wars in isolation were incredibly important ones for me.
There were no criticisms of Star Wars. There was no cynicism of Star Wars.
There was no nitpicking of Star Wars. There was just me, myself, and I...and Star Wars. That’s it. There was no Lucas tinkering of Star Wars back then either.
My parents happily indulged
my love of Star Wars with pretty much everything there was that existed at the
time. I had almost everything. All the action figures, toys, die cast, large
figures, stickers, bedsheets, comics, etc. I even had The Art of Star Wars book
in hardcover. That book with its sketches and possibilities of what may have
been as the film was constructed was the most valuable thing to me. It showed
me, with pictures, that Star Wars was never just one way. It was a creative process.
A tinkering that took place with inputs from many people. Despite my age, The
Art of Star Wars was instrumental in showing me that I could become one of
those many people who contributed ideas and added to what Star Wars was, too. If
I could somehow download what my brain did with Star Wars between 1977 and 1980
before ESB came out, I’m sure it’d be the finest Star Wars fan fiction ever
made. In my own head I was unimpeded by any conception of constraints. Those years were the finest years Star Wars has ever
given to me.
Once The Empire Strikes
Back came out, Star Wars exploded like never before. The toys available
increased. The media increased. And everything in the world started to speed up
in a new way. In 1979, 1980 and 1981 The Black Hole, Flash Gordon,
and Raiders of the Lost Ark came out. Dungeons & Dragons was also beginning
to emerge at that time, too. More was happening and Star Wars became less of a
singular focal point for me. Despite Empire Strikes Back being
phenomenal, the series had a second part, a direction, a continued live action story (with unresolved plot issues no less), and the vast imagination I had between 77’
and 80’ was washed away by the story George Lucas was telling me. I loved it.
But nothing Star Wars from then on would ever equal the magic in my mind from
those first few years after the first film came out and before ESB came out.
Star Wars changed everything.
The films that came out were all altered by Star Wars. TV was altered by Star Wars. Consumerism was altered by Star Wars. Even D&D had some space-related
adventures as well as Gamma World. So, the world was like a cracked and
scrambled box of eggs after Star Wars. And as ESB and eventually ROTJ came out, the
initial phenomenon faded and gave rise to what is now common today, not just
for Star Wars, but for everything. Endless never-ending content and media. Zillions
of toys. Infinite properties. Video games. Novels. Comics. Conventions. And
consumerism gone into mass production plastic overdose. I myself had to
eventually conclude that no more toys need ever be bought. I still fall off the
wagon now and then. With two sons to fuel my love of toys, my basement is filled.
But thankfully we (mostly) ended the plastic consumerism gluttony.
World media is now on speed, meth,
cocaine, LSD, and weed all at once. Everything has become blended together in a
soup where nothing is inseparable from anything else. There are thousands of
films, TV shows, video games, books, comics, and games. 1950s nostalgia has been
replaced by 1980s nostalgia. The news media will discuss politics, Trump’s
impeachment, North Korea, the latest iPhone, Eddie Murphy’s return to Saturday
Night Live, and the latest Star Wars film almost all in one big run-on
sentence. And a thousand other forms of media exist now to fuel any micro-interest anyone may have. If that’s not enough, you can create your own media,
as I’m doing here, adding your voice to the endless Funko Pop jambalaya smorgasbord
the internet has given rise to. Every fleeting thought anyone has can now be
broadcast. Our current president does this constantly. It’s almost fitting too, at
this time, that Trump’s the current president, as he is very much a
representation of what everyone, to some degree or another, has become. We all
have an opinion. We all have thoughts. We all have minds that flutter and flit
around from thought to thought and notion to notion. Consuming vast amounts of
content. Endlessly absorbing the latest films, TV shows, sports, products,
gadgets, trends, etc. And then vomiting back a response, an opinion, a reflection,
a reaction.
From my point of view the
reactions from people about media and art has become very angry, jaded and cynical. Sentimentality, sadly, seems
very much despised these days. Politics was a mess in the 70s. It’s a vitriolic
shit storm now. Almost everything has become a vast fractured world of opinionated
taste gone haywire with science, pseudoscience, opinions and moods all juiced
together with the pulp discarded. Toss in climate change, economics, world
politics and stir it all up and you have the current state of the world—a reality/virtual
reality where the internet and social media have run everything and everyone
into a corner, each feeling the need to explain some semi-cogent point of view
about everything. And what’s the result? The result is a mess. The result is
everyone is a critic. Everyone has become a nitpicking cynical angry know-it-all,
thumbing their nose at everything. Art is no longer experienced, it’s shredded.
Creators, no matter how passionate or sincere, are seen as shills for corporations
who just want money. And films are decimated by behind-the-screen individuals
who are second-guessing the corporations they are sure are trying to second
guess them in some perverted, smug, gotcha game. Toxic angry fans are the new
norm. Hate and criticism of things that society once enjoyed as escapism is the
new normal. It’s depressing as all hell to me.
And Star Wars, something that
once meant a great magical deal to me between 1977 and 1980 has become like a
radicalized religion, with armies of splintered factions of radicalized “fans”
all off in their own pissy soup of discontent. So, yes, I’m happy the nine-part
Star Wars series is over. I personally love everything Star Wars. The worst Star Wars media ever produced is gold to me. It’ll always remind me of those
magic years for me. I’ll never get angry or cynical about Star Wars. Movies and
art in general are a great source of joy for me, not rage. And I know Star Wars isn’t over. Not by a long shot. I know it’s moving to where Star Trek has been
for decades—into a corporate juggernaut. But I’m happy the 9-part Star Wars series
has ended just so that, hopefully, the cynicism around it will die down. I’m hoping Star Wars can pass into history and just become another batch of films on a
shelf. And I’m hoping that maybe, once in a while, I can have my own imaginative
idealistic voice from childhood creep into my head regarding Star Wars, instead
of some acidic, angry, toxic internet troll trying to tell me what to think.
